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The Patterns of My Heart

April 14, 2016

I don't understand love.

Maybe as a Two-Spirit male I've wasted too much time on dysfunctional men so deep in the closet. Maybe I allowed my shame to guide me into the arms of these men. And maybe I thought all the hurt and pain they caused me, I somehow deserved.

Their closet went hand in hand with my shame. So I made this cage of "I'm gay" but never talk or live out in the open. Allowing only a chosen few to know what goes on in my well crafted world.